every, any sad or stupid thing now is least of my concern.. my main concern now is doing well in my studies.. im pretty disappointed with my n level results.. to me its just CRAP compared to others.. im not saying i expect myself to do very well.. becos i dont regularly do.. so now just wanna improve myself and keep pushing myself to the max.. so o levels must do exceedingly well and prove myself a point.. this week God bless me so so much.. i wanna give thanks and appreciate him.. my rather QUIET daddy actually bought me a phone.. i asked for K850i.. and yeah he bought it.. so so happy.. thanks dad and my father in heaven.. den when i got back my results, grandma bless me with another $500.. hahas.. im so blown away today.. so i should "reward" them and myself by doing even better in O levels and not disappoint them and myself ya? my close friends all did well too.. better than me sia.. haha.. congrats guys! see you in the same class next year.. hopefully.. also pls fuckin change the form tcher lahh.. cariona chan is a teacher in name only.. she cant teach.. ABSOLUTELY CANNOT MAKE IT.. pls marcel, give us a quality tcher..

today at work, i learnt more things from boss.. good and useful things.. i believe for the 1 month plus that i've been working there, i learnt alot alot of things.. its not about the salary, its the many life situations i will be facing in future.. quote this from michael's blog and he quote it from jimmy's blog.. "every obstacle is not to disappoint you but to show you what you can do better to overcome it!" its true.. and i believe that if i can see it, i can have it.. no doubt abt it really..

congrats to all my n level buddies.. no matter what score you've got.. get back on ur feet if you've done badly and fight for the grades that belong to you and for those who done well.. dont get complacent and keep improving.. hees.. JOB's DONE for 2007 GUYS! next is christmas.. hope to reach out to more schoolmates and bring them to christ.. feels great to see my friends saved and they leading a better life ya.. hahas! btw. dont go ITE.. just dont do it. i mean the courses there are attractive and good.. but the people there simply CMI.. given the way they study and their attitude.. you are bound to waste your time in ITE no matter how focus you are..