went shopping with carol tohhhhhhhhh xueeeeeee tingggggggggg.. practically around the whole orchard... bought a belt.. but on second thoughts, i not quite like it so i shall change it tmr. reach songfa, started work.. den something unexpected and shocking happened.. i accidentally toppled a bowl of hot bak kut teh.. and i scalded 2 kids.. one of them cried.. i felt shocked at start.. i was a loss at what to do.. just keep saying sorry to them and gave them whatever they wanted.. im so careless.. for the rest of the day, my emotions died.. kept quiet all day and dint utter a word. cried also.. blame myself alot for everything that took place..

i dint meant it u know.. it was totally out of anyone's control. everything came off the bowl.. thankfully the bowl dint break or else.. i would had been in deeper trouble.. felt guilty and affected by the incident and felt real bad towards the 2 kids.. i love kids alot and i hate to see any child get hurt.. especially by me.. i will never forgive myself.. but boss was right, i shdnt allow my emotions to take the better of me.. i should continue to give my best in work like i always did.. and not mix work and unhappiness together.. my attitude towards work just now was something i never shown in work before.. den around 9pm plus, got indian quarrelling and fighting.. too bad not clear, no high definetion in the night and FM was not tuned to their channel..

although i made a mistake today but i learn something new from it.. im very glad.. its always good to learn from my mistakes.. and not repeat it.. just be more more careful next time and dont let the same incident happen again.. i will also learn to handle my emotions better and stay cool.. haa! i want my crumpler bag badly.. think i shall get it.. but its 175bucks.. not cheap know.. plus i owe boss 70bucks for monday's expenses.. damn damn.. but im not in financial crisis, just dont wanna spend alot.. not a miser! so got to go and rest le.. thank you God for today.. and ya.. put everything behind me and start afresh tmr.. ming tian hui gen hao! sorry friends and buddies, i gotta work so forgive me for not going out with u all.. and i dont put work before friends de.. just tat i wanna be more committed to work..