haa easter svc was nice.. although the drama looks weird lahh but it was great great great! hahas. had a long long time of fellowship today.. suppose to go home after svc cos bro is sick but mom say hes fine after seeing the doctor.. so i stayed lor.. sit there like damn sian.. i've no interest in whatever they are doing.. lol mingle with the new friends abit but i dunnoe what to say also.. u noe being talkative isnt a good thing.. dint ur primary school tcher say that? xD

den michael jio us go play soccer, i was like "huh? u insane?" but really got live soccer sia.. as in we really play.. we lost a few games but won some.. haa im loving myself more and more.. i've to keep improving on my "ole".. the timing still not right. sigh but my passes fairly done.. still must improve.. michael today suddenly damn good sia? lol den jian sheng oso.. they say wan go pool de but in the end soccer.. haa

i shouldnt be thinking u noe? but i still did.. why sia.. i just cant stop pondering abt it.. saw some things today, i realise that i just cant force myself into "that kind" of character.. i just simply cant do.. however he posseses that character.. while i dont.. well give myself some time bah.. slowly slowly.. take my time to change.. must get rid of all the things that she dont like.. still got a few more years to go ya.. but i will not give up! hahas. somethings just dont go the way you want it to be..