this is what im going to do for the next 10 days, a daily rate of studying at 5hrs. i've a super strong determination of doing well.. to kill off all who despises me and for my own good. haa im starting to have my books as my closest friends. they are really cool guys, they got all that i needa know although sometimes they trouble me in understanding them. 10 days is not very long but it will be a plentiful one if i put them to max usage. soo jiayou sammy~

life in 5n2 is still that suck, all the "they think its funny" comments and the gloating. seriously this yr alot of my classmates changed, a better display of themselves.. more hardworking and determined. but my class is still the most playful class.. there will not be a single day without laughter. i wish to spend the next couple of months with them nicely before we part and begin with a new chapter in our lives.

relationship with mom is still so bad. justin taught me the steps to nurture a good relationship with my mom.
1) gain her trust
2) be more intimate with her
3) go out with her
i'm working on it, but no positive results though. i thought of spending more time into it.. firstly i need to change her.. she is super super "laggy". she is having very old fashioned mindsets. i want to mould her into a modern mom. she loves me alot but just that she is in her own world.

finally my grandpa is facing serious health problems recently. he has high blood pressure and a blocked vessel. pls if possible keep him in your prayers for me.. he is my number one grandpa.. he never fails to impress me with him doings, a strong man to me. he is going for heart operation tmr. im so worried abt him now.. i want back my lovey grandpa back..