omg you guys know what? today is my last paper of sa1. cmon LETS PARTY!! LETS ROB BANKS , THROW STONES AT AH LIANS , TIE UP THE AH BENGS AND ROLL THEM DOWN BUKIT HO SWEE. okay just kidding. LETS POOL AND CHILL OUT.. wahahahaha. i got a "long weekend" from today till next wed. but i decided to spend most of my time in hospital with my grandpa.. but still, if u want jio me out PLEASE DONT HESITATE!!

today ONE MORE MEGA BAD NEWS. my mother's mother.. who is obviously my grandmother went for surgery too.. EYE OPS.. when i had peace, i felt like an emperor but now my loved ones around me are going for ops.. i feel so useless, they are suffering and i could do nothing to help them but keep on praying for them.. sigh sigh.. nobody can understand how i worried for the both of them now. i feel real fortunate, my both dad and mom's side grandparents are alive. but now they are falling sick.. i know it is a cycle of life, but why must it come so sudden and TWO AT A TIME.. my lord just why?

i did all i could do for sub science.. really hope im able to do well for them. well next wed, IS ONCE AGAIN JUDGEMENT DAY. ARE YOU AFRAID? only liars say they are not. got nothing much to blog bah, super tired and worried now.. i want to ask you this, if you do see this, have you ever spare a thought for me? if you think by keeping silence and pushing everything away can be a solution, you are so damn wrong.