i admit i really broke down and cried.
i ask the lord himself this, why do you place obstacles in my life? do you have a purpose for doing so? and today in service i got my answers. he does everything with a purpose.

GOD WILL NEVER GIVE YOU A FUTURE WITH HIM UNNECESSARY !

lord guide me. please sometimes things that you give me are just so complex and complicated. you gave me the sweetness and inject me with bitterness.

lord im afraid that i dont fit the bill.

finally, lord is she the one you have given me?