it has been a very tiring week. everyday working on my dnt folio past 12am, almost daily. you ask me how does it feel? i say no good. well, i regreted starting late. look i've been taking things for "granted" since january. and just now i was out with eileen and family, i kept hearing the word "treasure". i know it meant otherwise to them but to me i was thinking, did i treasure my time? time is treasure, i cannot rewind the past time. how did i spend the treasure i had since the start of the race? right now i am a week and half to my o levels prelims. i wanna do well, for myself, for you and for God. i only feel the stress during june holidays. its already 3/4 of the race completed...

lets say justin lee, one of my greatest pals. i believe he had a well-spent june holidays. his mathematics improved by leaps and bounds. scary eh? i would say everyone is given with equal talent by God, it is up to you in how you use the talent given. God doesnt shortchanges anyone, but equal in his eyes. dont adore or worship someone smarter than you but instead seek help from him and mark him as your challenger, a target for you to hit. only that will you be able to excel. people hanker after many things in life but often give up half way because of the hardship faced along the way.

im counting down, today is sunday. tmr is monday and the day after is tues which is the release day of the o level mother tongue results. of course i am afraid, you see before anyone telling you, I BELIEVE I CAN ACE THIS TEST?! trust me, they are lieing to you. tell him to go to hell. i now the target that i've set myself for the o levels is a million miles away from me now. but i am edging nearer to it every single day. God is always with me, i know it. You are always with me, i know it too.