its getting late, i have an english paper to sit for in a few hours time. well, been burning midnight oil quite often nowadays. mathes, physics, chemistry, dnt and something else. i took my physics paper 2 yesterday. it was not easy, but if easy why call it prelims? haa the custom is this, prelims is to kill you, make you scared den only you will feel ITE calling you up. "hello pupil so and so, your o level results have qualify you to ite..." AHH SHUT THE BITCH UP!

went to amk to study with carol and co. quite sian becos i keep doing dnt and i had no glue. piang, my double sided tape disobey me.. of course other than studying we had a little chat, me and nicholas. about relationship again. LOL.

see ar bro. im not that good, you shouldnt look up to me. follow where your heart tells you to. even if a girl break your heart until your heart turns pale yellow, you dont scold her. i've been through what you are going through. misunderstandings, lectures and all sorts of treatment i've been there, done that. what you can do now is to brace yourself. setbacks are absolute in life. without setbacks, we humans will never grow. love isnt a submissive thing, doesnt mean boy like girl, the girl must like boy back or else lightning strike her. nonoo, and now we are still young. whatever we get now is temporary and immatured, thats why people call their attachment "stead". you do not build Rome in a day. we should always be optimistic about things. if you do have some issues, seek God. seeking him is better than swallowing 10 panadol pills. showing care and concern doesnt really help much. you wanna know how much care and concern i've shown for the past years? even 10 calculators cannot tabulate the effort i've put in. i've fell down numerous times, but i always get up and tell myself that i will not repeat that fall again. what you should do now is to concentrate on your studies, no rush for girl mah. the sun is always up in the sky, its just a matter of time it sets. and the school is liddat de lahh, there is nothing you can do about it. just put up with it bah. susan, bond and all those people.. you tie them in front of a shark's mouth, their character also wont change de lahh. anything in school, can come and look for me ya? :) CHEER UP!! SMILE!! nicholas.

okay, samuel.. all the best for your prelims. jiayou!! carol also.. haa 2days hor, not 2months.

ahhh.. do you smell the birthday cake? ooo.. looks nice

oh yes 1 more thing, being close just means very good relationship. being close doesnt mean togetherness. if your jealous, go get yourself one, no point bitchin' about it or even worse, sarbotaging it. if you super cannot stand it, blindfold yourself. or knock your head against that wall. this is randomness, not refering to anyone :)