yeah! prelims are over.. but its the beginning of an end. but its OKAY! 1 more month and it shall all be over, and paid off.. fully! last week, i study till i broke down.. peggy told me even if i can take it, my body cant.. but im super stubborn.. i super believe that i could do it. soo in the end, i fell.. badly.

however some other issue was the cause too. although my source wasn't too trustable.. i really dont know what to do. i was scared.. teared behind closed doors, put on a brave front.. i did all to conceal my emotions. SO WHAT? anyway, what could i do? im her nobody, shes my nobody. but i think that i would stand a no-chance situation if it really happen.. he's 100 times better than me. but i kept my faith in her.. whatever may happen, i only want her to be happy. i hate two timers to the core. and i'll never let that happen.. dont you tear over the other side of your hand and lovey lovey over your palm. mark me, i will stop you. i promise, at all cost.

other unhappy things, lets just forget them. i understand what you are going through best friend, i'll always be on your side supporting you :)

AND YES, HAPPY WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAREST GRANDPARENTS. THEIR WEDDING HAS BEEN A ENCOURAGEMENT FOR ME, A PACT THAT STAYED STRONG AND FULL OF LOVE FOR MORE THAN 50 YEARS. LOVE YOU AH GONG, AH MA! :DD